What the hell do they think we are huh? Machines? What's the fucking problem with all these PTs huh? What are we going to gain from these that we can't from some other thing? Are they testing our stress limits huh? HUH HUH HUH??? Freaking stupid assholes. You know what? I just wanna die.


What's the point of still staying here? To finish the unfinisheable PTs izzit? To live for the next exam huh? Then what's beyond that? When one day there are no more exams for us to do? Then what's the FUCKING SHITTING PROBLEM with the stupid modules and everything? Why must we choose 4 of these stupid things when we can't dispense with the STUPID USELESS lessons like, I dunno, ENGLISH? So that we can see joanbitchteoh's stupid ugly mug izzit? You think I like being picked on by these stupid people day after day izzit? Stupidbala thinks I'm this very funny person to call upon and laugh at. Joanpatheticteoh happens to find it fun to pick on me. Wuposeryimin likes to pick on me for NO REASON AT ALL. Yeah i know, very fun right?


They don't even care lor. Let's take away the students' favorite food so that we can win the stupid award! Let's pressure the students so that we can win this, win that, crash the PTs together with stupid useless things and then still expect us to do well, keep up the summative for the whole year round. Who cares if they can't take it? We need the awards. We have the sustained achievement award. We have the health award. Yay. Who cares about the students? As long as they produce the awards, nothing much happens. Oh, unless they complain to the students. We can't have that. Oh no, that would leave a bad image on the school!


I punch my pillow thinking of joanuselessteoh's face. I punch the bolster thinking of assholebala's face. I scream obseneties of silicon head. Then? I have to do their assessments cause they're the teachers! Oh my gawd, how could I forget that? They're our teachers! It doesn't matter if they can't teach, if they're autistic or plain AIRHEADED, they got the qualifications! You see, as long as they look good on the school record, why bother whether they can help the pupils or not? Does it matter if we have teachers who likes to pick on and demoralize students one by one? Does it matter if our teachers are autistic and really cannot teach? DOES IT MATTER IF THE TEACHER JUST SPENDS LESSONS TALKING CRAP AND NOT TEACHING WHEN OTHERS GET A TEACHER WHO THINKS FOR THEM AND MANAGES TO ACTUALLY FINISH TEACHING WHAT'S IMPORTANT FOR US TO KNOW INSTEAD OF REMINICING ABOUT HER PAST LIFE WITH STUDENTS?


No! Of course not! These people can do their own research. Besides, they don't want to fail, so they have to get OUR desired marks. So we don't need to bother about them. No, not at all. Just leave them to swim or drown. Yay. Whoopee-doo. Isn't that the perfect method to life?